Finally I have a day off work, but I still woke up very early unfortunately. But the good side is I get to keep a regular lifestyle.
It is really cold outside and I felt a little lonely deep inside. I guess I intentionally avoid thinking about L and my situation so that I won’t feel sad. It is like my cope mechanism.
It is a rainy day and I went to the supermarket to buy some food for the next week in the afternoon. Normally I feel very happy when I see something labeled special and this leads to buying a lot of things that I may not need. I got a cheese cake and some vegetables and then happily headed home. For me, food is the cure for almost everything.